Alter Ego Of A Woman!

I want to start this post with some beautiful lines I came across recently-

An angel of truth and a dream of fiction, A woman is a bundle of contradiction. She's afraid of a wasp, will cream at a mouse, But will tackle her boyfriend alone in the house. She'll break open his head and then be his nurse, But when he's well and can get out of bed, She'll pick up the tea pot and aim for his head. Beautiful and keenly sighted, yet blind and crafty and cruel, Yet simple and kind. She'll call him a king, then make him a clown, Raise him on a pedestal, then knock him flat down. She'll inspire him to deeds that ennoble a man, or make him her lacked to carry her fan. She'll run away from him and never come back, But if he runs away, then she'll be on his tracks. Sour as vinegar, sweet as a rose, She'll love you one minute then turn up her nose. She'll be stronger than brandy, milder than milk. At times she'll be vengeful, merry, and sad, She'll hate you like poison and love you like mad.

There have been several speculations about a woman and specially about her moods. Long back when I was a kid, I have carried a cute, bubbly, innocent persona within me, which never changed with time.

I was always told to carry a smile on my face because it relives the people who love me.

When I started with my passion of V-Blogging, a year back, I introduced myself as a woman holding professional & personal interests in certain fields. If you go to my profile & check my late works, you will witness a lot of transitions with different lifestyles, but carrying an innocent charm in it. Mostly people used to complement me for my intriguing styling and how cutely I carry it. I am not saying that I regret having an innocence inside me because this is one trait with which not everyone is blessed.

But I also believe that we women are blessed with a sea of emotions and moods and I being an Influencer, should use this opportunity to frame them out.

There was a time, when I was being told that I do my best when I smile, when I look cute, when I play around, and I believed in that.

My loved ones, they knew I was not destined for a particular mould, and encouraged me to break that shell and come out.

This photoshoot carried no interest of any brand, any collaboration or any professional agendas, but only carried a motive of bringing out different moods of one through expressions.

I believe that, we are very far from being perfect creatures as women. We have to put on a face when we walk out the door in order to do our jobs- or even just to survive in a world that has a preconceived perception of us just by looking at us. Despite our built-in pretenses that were taught to us when we were growing up, it is very hard to wear several faces throughout the course of the day just to be accepted by society and appear normal.

So here I am depicting certain possible moods & emotions, that I as a WOMAN, adhere in myself.

Let me introduce you a woman here, who finds herself really accomplished. Who never hesitates to look into somebody's eye as she is not afraid of anything hidden inside. She is someone who knows the value of little things and find solace in them.

When she is way ANXIOUS, she needs to be untouched. A dreamer, curious to know what she creates and find content to think about what she has acquired.

She dreams high with no demands, she rules her own thoughts.

Oh yes, I am sometimes Self Obsessed, and I am not apologetic about it. I make sure my obsession never rules my head but enough rule to leave you drenched in my influence. No apologies for your time on me...

I surely believe in, "It's a beautiful day, Leave me alone!".

Because I want to dream, I want to think, I want to evaluate my deeds, I want to learn from my mistakes, and I want to grow.

I want to listen the silence because Learning to listen is an art form that many humans have not mastered.

I adhere disagreeableness and I am quite vocal about it. By "Vocal" I mean, my expressions do the needful. I am not the one who will frame the dis-likeness in words but will create an invisible line not to be crossed.

I cannot prevent rage coming form the fake world. I will be honest and unapologetic, I will be fiery if you play around. If I am silent with your vague behavior, maintain a distance or gather enough to confront.

A big time MOODY! You may not welcome this trait of mine, so I will never force it on you.

I knew who I was this morning, but I have changed a few times since then! We women, have lots of swing inside, that make others a victim. Give us time, space & good food, we will resume happily like before.

A Keeper!

I am secretive about who I am, who I want to be, what I think of you, a live puzzle indeed!

They are called secrets for a reason, and if I trust you with it, then obviously I am looking for my deeper self and I need to feel safe with you and hence with my deepest (and sometimes darkest) thoughts.

I am a struggler and I know that nothing comes without a price. I know what I want and I know the right steps to achieve it.

I believe that a woman is emotionally attractive when she treats you exactly as she wishes to be treated. I look upon success but with arms wide open for failures to learn from.

I know I cannot be a Superwoman, it is all in books & movies. But I know I am enough as I know the importance of each part of my life. A home is well defined by it's women and I make sure that I give a good definition to mine. My family, my friends, my mentors, they inspire me and provoke me to kill all the negativeness around and be A Queen Of My Own WORLD..

I have struggled to get things on mine and I am proud of them all.

I (addressing all the beautiful women), am a whole combination of Confused, Content, Cranky, Crappy, Crazy, Crushed, Curious, Cynical, Dark, Defensive. Sexy, Emotional, Drunk, Ecstatic, Energetic and lot more. I admire both Love & Lust, I look after both Angels & Demons, I crave for both Adventure & Relaxation.

We are a whole WORLD, not carried by any external force.

I want to share and dedicate this post to my loved ones, to a very strong lady, to my most important Man, who believed in all my Alter sides and who pushed me against a wall to bring out all the hidden inner shades.

I believe that a Stylist designs a story, a make-up artist put the elements in right places, and a photographer execute and run a story.

Thanks to my beautiful & energetic team for this photoshoot, none of it would have been possible without your energies and positiveness throughout!!

I feel overwhelmed to honor all the supports:

Styled by- Ms. Vijeyta Shah (Alter Ego)

MUA- Ms, Nainee Saxena

Photography- Mr. Vivek Samaiya

Energy Booster- Ms. Soumya Mohanty

I have so many personal & interesting posts lined up for you all, till then read it as much as you can, as I am sure it will help you discover your beautiful Alter sides.

Eat Healthy, Stay Happy & Take Care, Because this is What The World Says!!

XOXO...

www.whattheworldsays.com

Indore, Madhya Pradesh

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